Apr. 6, 2022
I did not plan to write today. After I read my Bible and a few devotionals, I had a little extra time to set and linger in thought about what I had just read. I am currently reading a book about what we eat, why we eat , and how we eat. I am trying to control my eating and turning to food as comfort when somethings is eating me .I am a stress eater and really feel in my stomach most of us are. Most days I eat like a Great White shark and have to stop and think what i had for lunch. I think that it is good if they cannot tell and I am glad I brushed my teeth
Like you, I am swept up in the busy pace we all call life. We all collapse at the end of the day because we have way too many things on our plate(pun intended). It makes since and we do not wonder why a runner does the same and falls to the ground after a grueling pace or long race.
This same book offers many different pieces of information linked back to even our faith. I have always enjoyed this type of esemplastic teaching and approach. The veil is slowly pulled back and in a way as that it does nor scare us off but wets our taste buds to learn more about ourselves.
I read very fast ...way too fast. I praise God for this ability but sometimes like eating I need to just slow down and savor the truths at hand and savor the flavor. I am too quick to go on without giving God the time to speak to me by what He has put in front of me this very day.
I took martial arts in college for awhile. I loved the discipline that goes with this type of teaching. Teaching how to use your mind and body and using the power that is already there. It also teaches you not to use it unless there is a life and death situation. It gives you a sense of confidence and discipline . It makes you not want to beat up anybody but this mindset also keeps you from beating yourself up. Here is the kicker ;) , does not the Bible do the same? Again even as I type these very words I feel God forming thoughts not formed or planned. He is answering my private thoughts in prayer to teach me and share with you something new this day.
This book of course tells me things that not only eat more of but those things that I need to shun and stay away from. I sit here chewing over the thoughts thus far this morning. It is amazing because that is exactly what the Bible does for us. This advise can change the course of our day which could in turn turn our life upside down or make good healthy choices.
I have many flaws . Even though I work with patients every day, I am not very patient. I know there is much work needed for me in this area. One of my biggest button pushers is a person who asks question and then butts in and asked two others before I can answer the first one. Then as I start again and you soon realize they are not listening . This is what they do probably with everyone. I have learned that these people are called EGP'S (extra grace people). Then I open my Bible and It reminds me daily that I one one as well. I turn red as I turn to the next page !
I used to wonder if Satan is using this to mess with me or mess up my staff and in turn our day. I still do at times . I also think that sometimes he has allowed someone like that to "cross" my path to remind me that is what I do to him when I pray. Maybe they have been played in my life and at a specific spot to help me spot my own spots. Sometimes I turn as red Jesus's words written in the Gospel. I try to slow down and listen and try to help them best I can but wondering if not they are here to help me.
It is not a daily increase , but a daily decrease . Hack away the inessentials. Bruce Lee
As you come up our drive and after you cross the small creek,you pass between two field stone
pillars that match the stones on our home. There is a light atop both of them . Right now, one is green and the the side is white. The green light is to show support for all the people who serve our military as well
as those who have done so in the past.
At Christmas i hang white lights along the 4 rail horse fence. We change the white one to red and
The entryway is good to go. The placement of the red and green has a reason behind it as well.
It may seem to be be random but Iassure you is not the case.
On a plane the red light is always on the left side and the green is on the right side. green and right both
have 5 letters and this was how I was taught to remember as a boy. This applies to boats as well.
Our oldest son, Josh, is a navel aviator. He and his wonderful wife , Christina, are a week or two from going
to Japan. They have lived in several places over the last few years. They lived in Fallon Nevada
most recently and we were blessed to have all of our boys and their girls under our roof and together
the holidays.
Since they aproached our farm from the west the right light was green and the left one was on the left
came home. When they were out east in Va it was the reversed. Japan is on the other side of the world
so I am not sure what I will do. I have not stepped it off but am told it is about as far east to west as it is
west to east.
God is a concerned loving Father who loves you so much! He has made a way for you to come
home through his son Jesus. The porch light of heaven is on . You have a green light my friend.
Because of the red blood of Jesus ,your sins are forgiven . Your approach is cleared as well as all your sins.
As far as the east is from the west,so far has removed our transgressions from us.
Psalm 103:12
ENTRY
Yesterday I went out to check on the horses. It has again been vey hot here of late and a daily chore
to top off the water troughs will cool clear water.As I make my rounds the horses ususlly get excited when they hear the sound of our old red ATV. Because this vehicle usally has horse feeds as well as carrots, we c call it "Chuck" short for chuck wagon .
There is a mare and two young ones in the south pasture. I whistled and they did not come. I banged on the
red tubes on the gate with the scooper. It makes a sound that sounds like a hillbilly dinner bell. I had seen them the evening before and knew they were ok. I surmised they had found a place with a breeze and had it made in the shade.
I set the bright orange bucket filled with feed and carrots in front of the gate. This bucket was a physical reminder for me to "lets do this later". I had some mowing to do and that filled several hours of the afternoon. I kept looking down at the water tank seeing they had not yet drank from it and for the first time became a little concerned.
I went down to the gate and did the two tone whistle my dad taught me. I do this in honor of him and have taught my sons to do the same. They all would turn and prick up their earsand know it was me if I did this even in a crowd.
I banged again on the gate and in no time flat heard the three of them flat out running as hard as they could
go. They seemed happy to see me and even more to see Chuck .They were breathing heavy as they devoured their snacks.
My friend I believe God is calling all of us. As we read Scripture, we learn he calls us all differently . Many people tell me after I speak that I missed my calling. I would quite my practice and enroll in seminary school tomorrow if I felt in my heart that is what God wanted for me. I answered my "call to the see" many years ago. I love the interaction I have with patients for the most part. I never would have believed God would and could could use me to write these stories for his glory.
He has blended and used the very things I love and hold dear such as horses, hunting , and rivers . I am often very surprised at how stories and lessons come together in such a way that I know it is not me but him working through me. Here is the exciting part, he wants to do the same with you. You may not be called to write or do eyes but you are being called . What do you do that gives you joy and satisfaction? There is your best clue in regard to what God is calling you to do.
I pray that at times this website feeds you. I write for all God's people and not just those who gather under the steeple. All I know is when I do this with the hope of pleasing my Savior, it just feels so "write"!
Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things
you do not know. Jeremiah 33:3
When you empty yourself, God rushes in.
A.W. Tozer
For the man who prays in his heart ,the whole world is a church.
Sylvain of Athos